Suspicious CT led to suspicious MRI led to last minute cancellation of trip.  And – drum roll – more chemo.  Oof.  It’s been a bitter disappointment, I won’t lie to you.  What a whirlwind of unraveling travel plans and worry and stress and new treatment.  So if you see me walking down the street not in Asia, you’re not imaging things.  And if I burst into tears when you exclaim, “What are you doing here?!  I thought you were supposed to be in Tokyo?”, you’ll understand why.  And if I wallow in self-pity at the thought of doing chemo on my 50th birthday instead of lying on the beach in Bali, I hope you’ll cut me some slack and just let me wallow.